After You

After you

everything changed.

You broke my heart

and I've never been the same.
)(
You left me
when I was still hugging you,
in the middle of a kiss;
and I'm still incomplete.
)(I won't lie

I have laughed,

I have kissed other lips,

and other arms have hugged me,

I have had fun...

)(

I have been drinking

I've been crying,

I have had company

but I've been alone.

)(

I created a shell

to protect myself,

and it hurts.

)(

I'm still smiling

but it is never enough

to silence my sadness.

)(

I've suceed,

I have friends,

people love me,

I look happy

but I am not.

)(

At least not the way

I used to be,

not the way

you thaught me,

not the way

I want to be.

)(

After you

everything changed.

I'm still breathing,

I'm still alive

but it's different.

)(

The color changed,

the way I used to see things

the things I used to love

the passion I used to have.

)(

The flavor of life changed,

it doesn't taste the same...

)(

I'm still alive,

I breathe, I laugh,

life keeps going on,

I know it won't stop...

)(

but after you...

after you everything changed.